i just wanted to update really quick and say im ok.
ya, its hard and i miss people but God has been so faithful. the only reason i included that last paragraph (in my last blog) was because people keep telling me that it looks like i'm having so much fun on my "vacation". and ya, i'm totally getting to do cool things but all of those other emotions are still a part of it.
but really, God is so faithful.
today i'm going to downtown Bitburg with one of the club girls (beause i'm finally able to drive!), and then i'm going to the other base to hang out with jen. and tomorrow Shannon and i are taking a group of girls to Trier (its famous for something but i cant remember what, some battle i think) to go shopping and such.
then my friend abby (shes on staff in another part of Germany) and i are thinking about going to Holland for the weekend.
so lots of cool things. i just wish everyone was here to do them with me.

oh and here are the two videos from our finger dart ceremony (a song for the fallen finger darts and then a fly by) after middle school club last week.