i'm not completely sure if its possible...but if it is, i think my head might literally explode from thinking too hard. i've been processing through a lot recently (mostly good stuff) and it's a bit overwhelming. on top of that i have to turn in my final papers for my theology class on monday, get things ready for a volunteer leaders dinner (also monday), plan out the logistics of our big kick off club (were smashing things and calling it 'get smashed with club beyond') which is on tuesday, plan out the club talk for tuesday, and have some conversations that i'm not exactly looking forward to.
please pray for me, i think i really need it right now.
on a different note, i had a really fun weekend last weekend with friends, followed by some really hard goodbyes this week. we are in another huge deployment cycle and a lot of my married friends have a husband that is leaving or has left already to go down range.
this life is so different from what was normal when i lived in california but most of the time i think i really like it.